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Well im done on deviantart, for now anyway.   No point on me staying here really.  Its just not my thing anymore i guess. And i need to change some things in my life.  But i wont get into that. I never post anything anymore,  not for at least a year now, and honestly the only thing i updated was my journal, and im fucking done with that endless amount of bullshit. its been a great way to long of a time,  and its been great to see all the great art. Anyone ive watched has amazing talent.  :handshake: :worship: Ill be back to check out my watched art and stuff, :hug:  but for me updateing anything,  its not gonna happen.  I needed to stop

It was an amazing season,  i learned new stuff well basically the whole game, met new people, the whole thing basically changed me as a person.   We all grew together as a team, we're like this giant family.  We were the undefeated team 5-0-0  it was an amazing feeling. Our  US tour was so much fun,  it made the team closer and allowed us to play better on the feild because of the closeness we shared.   Its somewhat unfortunate how one person can completely ruin it all though,  honestly you'd think they'd watch a couple games that these ref's are reffing before they shove them out on the feild.  It was the most unjust unfair game that i h

isnt it rad that everything can be going so amazingly amazing and just sort of snap in like a couple days.  Maybe its Karma,  or its just life.   Its pretty sad actually.  Im just fed up with a lot of people.  And have been a bitch for the past 2 ish weeks.  Nothing seems right anymore,  and i sort of just feel like wtf all the time.    I dont know what im doing with my life,  i dont know who my real friends are,  im sick of going to school to do nothing becasue of my stupid teachers, i hate not knowing things i should know,  i cant make any sort of decsion.  And things just seem to be extreamly fucked right now,  and i dont know what it is