Well im done on deviantart, for now anyway.
No point on me staying here really. Its just not my thing anymore i guess. And i need to change some things in my life. But i wont get into that.
I never post anything anymore, not for at least a year now, and honestly the only thing i updated was my journal, and im fucking done with that endless amount of bullshit.

its been a great way to long of a time, and its been great to see all the great art. Anyone ive watched has amazing talent.

Ill be back to check out my watched art and stuff, but for me updateing anything, its not gonna happen. I needed to stop deviantart for a while, just didnt know how to end it. To many problems resulted from me staying here.

So goodbye for now.
im a outa here

LOVE YOU ALL

ive got a myspace if anyone cares

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It was an amazing season, i learned new stuff well basically the whole game, met new people, the whole thing basically changed me as a person. We all grew together as a team, we're like this giant family. We were the undefeated team 5-0-0 it was an amazing feeling.
Our US tour was so much fun, it made the team closer and allowed us to play better on the feild because of the closeness we shared.
Its somewhat unfortunate how one person can completely ruin it all though, honestly you'd think they'd watch a couple games that these ref's are reffing before they shove them out on the feild. It was the most unjust unfair game that i had to be apart of. These girls played nasty, and the ref was on their side, it seemed like everytime our team had the ball they'd blow the whislte, i honestly dont even know what they were calling us on anymore, it was so unfair. This team cheated and got away with it. It was a lot of our teams last season game for aquinas, it was really hard to think we'd never be on the same feild together again. Honestly i think my coach would have killed him (this ref) if he'd still be able to teach. He was the biggest ass hole i have ever had to deal with. fuck the refs.

isnt it rad that everything can be going so amazingly amazing and just sort of snap in like a couple days. Maybe its Karma, or its just life.
Its pretty sad actually. Im just fed up with a lot of people. And have been a bitch for the past 2 ish weeks. Nothing seems right anymore, and i sort of just feel like wtf all the time. I dont know what im doing with my life, i dont know who my real friends are, im sick of going to school to do nothing becasue of my stupid teachers, i hate not knowing things i should know, i cant make any sort of decsion. And things just seem to be extreamly fucked right now, and i dont know what it is, its just really pissing me off.
So ya its pointless to shove all this bull shit up on here, but i honestly dont know what to do, its sort of all bottled up and there isnt really anyone i can talk to and would understand. Hense the real friends part of my fucked up situation of things. So this was more for a breath or whatever the fuck ya wanna call it. i just want everything to stop for like a week to fix up some shit, but it wouldnt actually be fixed anyway, it would be more for just the break part of it.
So im off, maybe things will seem less fucked, but really not fixed, just seem better, which works for me for the day anyway.

So i had a shit load of fun over march break. IT was amazing! The rugby was awesome, won 3 games, lost 1, tied 1. WE beat ohio's ass, and thats all that counts anyway. lol.
i met the nicest guys the night of the banquet. It took a lot of searching, as you shove 1 girl team in with 28 guys teams, you tend to have many pervs after you. But it was so much fun. It was all fun, even the try to be dance . The last 2 hours of the night were the best though, we found a guy with sexy hair, then i found his friend. <3.
Myrtle beach was awesome! I got burnt, like i said i was. But thats ok, because im not as white as alicia usually is. From the dead jellyfish to the insane dancing and wrestling in the hallways in the middle of the night. It was great.
The rugby season is going to be so much better becasue of that trip. And im excited.

Uhh school sucks.

yes! im going away finally in like one day !
Its gonna be awesome. Everyone is so excited.

Lately i have realized how ignorent and retarded people can be. And its sorta angering me. They dont have any information or background on their views but make accusations anyway. for fucks sake, i just sorta realized it now too. arghh.....

st patricks day is soon too! my fav holiday, and im not even irish.....

well im tired. have fun on march break to thouse who have it now. i hope i will. hope i dont get to injured. ..